INSUBCONTINENT EXCLUSIVE:
KATHMANDU : Nepali actor Samragyee RL Shah, who has opened up about harassment she claims to have faced in the Nepali movie industry via a
series of videos on her Instagram account, has shared with The Himalayan Times graphic details what she has faced at the hands of three
persons
She begins by saying she doesn&t know how to say it as &it is difficult&.
She goes on to narrate how it started during a workshop as
the shooting for the film had not started.
Elaborating on the said workshop she shares, &(…) Uncle (filmproducer) called me and he was
like, ‘What all did you learn?& I was like: ‘I am learning…& He asked me, ‘Can you do romantic scenes?& I was like, ‘Umm, I don&t
Let us do a romantic scene,& he told me
I was like, ‘But there is no script and dialogue.& ‘Why? Itjust a romantic scene
Why will it be difficult,& he said.&
Describing what occurred next she says, &He tried to come close and he was trying to do straight up
I just felt weird: ‘What just happened?& I just ignored him and pushed him
His girlfriend was watching it
I went back, inside, to the class.&
She adds the harassment went on
&He was telling me to lose weight
I followed every instruction
Throughout the shoot, I had taken my best friend
She was with me.&
Watch: Samragyee talks about manifold harrassment faced by her in the Nepali film industry
No safety for actors
She
recalls shooting on a cliff in Jomsom during anearthquakein 2015.
&Me and my co-actor went there — we were supposed to give poses and
Below the villagers were shouting, I couldn&t understand them
Then my friend came saying, ‘… Uncle, her mum wants to talk to her.& They didn&t allow
There was an earthquake and my mum was worried sick.&
She came to know later why the villagers were shouting
&There was an earthquake and we were still shooting on a cliff that didn&t have support — they were asking why we were shooting despite
the earthquake.They(people behind the film) knew that but they were shh-shh.&
No help at all
She says they came to Pokhara after two-three
weeks, and her friend returned to Kathmandu
&And I was all alone.&
She recalls the night her best friend left: &It was around 11:20
I took a shower and was watching a cartoon
I felt sleepy … I put the light off
All of a sudden, I heard some noise — like someone walking barefoot on the floor — from the plastic carpet… After the sarr-sarr noise,
I crouched and covered myself
I was reciting Om Namah Shivaya…
while uttering mantras, I felt asleep.&
&I felt ticklish in sleep
When I moved my hand, my hand went on a hand —there was a hand of a man on my stomach
I could feel it was rough hand
When I caught the hand, I realised it wasn&t a dream
It was a real hand.
&I woke up and sat up on the bed jarakh-jurukh lifting my blanket — and saw the man
Half of his body was on the floor and the other inside the blanket… he stood up; he might not have expected it
I know he was trying to do something.
&It was so dark
All I could see he was in his boxers andganji
The guy, as per the touch, I can tell he was older, around 27
But of short height… I shouted crying
He had come inside from that window and that guy jumped out the window.
&I screamed for help, I was crying and screaming for an hour, no one
I was scared that guy might come back as no one was listening to my cries and try to stab me or something
Finally mustering my guts I put on the lights and what I saw was my phone which was on charge was on the floor and mobile data was on and
the phone was on silent mode — he was also going through my phone.
&I came out of my room … I banged the doors of some people.
Finally,
… Buwa (partner of Uncle) got up
Whatwrong with this place? Whatwith people…,& I told him.
&His (… Buwa&s) room was next to my room
He was like, ‘I thought I heard something.&
‘You heard something and I was screaming and you didn&t hear,& I told him and cried
I was like ‘I wanna go home
I don&t want to do this.& He told me not to panic and called police.&
&Police also came
But they came only that night
I think they lied to me that police is investigating
Because they were not there the next day.&
Traumatised for two years
&When that incident happened, I slept with the co-actorkaki (aunt)
‘I know you are traumatised
I slept with her that night.&&
She says she felt unsafe the entire shoot
&I realised there was a peephole at the place of shower
So, when I showered, I got someone to stand in front of my bathroom.&
She calls this experience &mental torture&.
&I was traumatised for two
I kept on having that same dream, even when I was at my home, I felt it was the same scenario
Even when sleeping withthe kaki, whenever she moved in sleep and touched me, I remember checking her thinking that guy is back, and then I
started crying.&
Just a laughing matter?
The next day after the incident she was on the verandah after breakfast
Already feeling tired after a nightmarish experience she recalls the Uncle as saying, &Tero ta ke ho huh Sam
Tero ta rape bha ho? Talai rape garna aakoo ho? (Whatwith you Sam? Did you get raped? Did someone come to rape you?&)
She adds, &He laughed
And the male workers were kind of laughing
I felt like everyone was staring at me.&
Her feeling of insecurity did not stop there as she says, &I doubted the short guys in the set —
may be that guy who was in my room last night… may be that guy… It was kind of scary
I had to go through that.&
Made to stay back forcibly
On the last day of shooting in Pokhara she was &very happy to go back to
Kathmandu&.
But as she was ready to go back, &Uncle stopped me and put me back to the room
He didn&t let me leave for four days — he kidnapped me because he didn&t have money to pay to the hotel
There was also news that his vehicle was taken by the Hotel as he didn&t have money to pay.&
Other members of crew were not allowed to
go.
Letstay quiet as nothing good will come of it
Once back in Kathmandu, &I told Mamu everything
She was crying… She scolded …Buwaandothers… she was angry for a day or two
But then she decided to stay quiet about this
Because she was like: ‘You are doing this movie and this coming out in the news and everything, you being a girl— everything is going to
It is not good — in our society, people will think bad if such news is out about a girl
Even if you have been touched, people will think that you have been raped
It will not be good if this goes out in news.& And so she didn&t want to take action
I was okay.&
Hesitant to pay for work done
According to her there was maybe one month of shooting left in Kathmandu as they&d already
completed four months.
&We started shooting
I was doing modelling then
I was going to do THTTGIF fashion show, but due to the movie I didn&t do it…&
She says that she had not been paid for her work and she
asked … Uncle about it.
&‘It has been four months, when will you pay me?& He was like, ‘Why do you need payment
You are getting to do a movie.&&
She adds she told him she had got several projects and work in the four months but didn&t take any work
because of the movie, that she needs to earn money as she was trying to stand on her own feet and she had worked hard for four months and
that &this is not done&.
&After that he told me he would give me Rs 45,000.&
&I found it so funny
I told him ‘I would have gotten Rs 40,000 for four days for walking and practice and everything (in the context of TGIF Fashion Week)
I shot your movie for four months
This is very unfair.&
&He said, ‘You are a new heroine… Rs 40,000 is big…& ‘No, don&t talk like that, I will not shoot.& ‘Okay,
okay, Rs 55,000.&&
&I was hurt
I was like, ‘Find a new heroine for the remaining of the shooting
I am done with it.& The mental torture… you talk like that when it comes to money after working hard
I won&t do it.&
&I came home
He kept calling Mamu … I asked Mamu not to receive his call
I switched off my phone for a week
Because I had too much of mental torture.&
However, she says Uncle came to her house after a week, signed and left a cheque of Rs 1.5 lakh
She adds the shooting continued, and though they were not satisfied with her voice they decided to go ahead with her voice.
More offers,
more difficulties in store
She says the movie became a hit, her acting was appreciated and she started getting offers, but &he had started
spreading lies about me… that I was arrogant and difficult to work with — which I didn&t know then&.
As such when people came to her
with movies they were scared to talk to her
And &I didn&t want to do movies&.
However, her Mamu made her take the next offer
&When second movie came from an actor-turned-producer, she (Mamu) took me forcefully (to meet her)
She said not everyone is that … Uncle
She is a woman, she is good
I said okay.&
So she signed the film
But there was something else in store for her as she recalls &one plate of friend rice was brought for hero and heroine… One plate of
fried rice is nothing for a bulky hero who does gym
Of course he will finish it all alone
There was talk that one plate of fried rice was for hero and heroine, hero ate it all.&
Then she says later food was not brought on time,
they shot for three days continuously
One actor had 104 degree fever but he was made to walk to Tilicho Taal
Later we were informed he fainted.&
She says that when it was &too much& and were readying for a bonfire scene, &I talked to her(film
producer): ‘Di… You tell me that I am like your daughter
That is okay but your management, no matter you tell it is not likeUncle&s, we are not getting to eat, we are not getting water on time,
people are suffering from fever
Even after seeing all these, why (kina)…&&
&As I said, ‘kina&, she stood up trying to beat me up, she cussed me
Her husband stopped her.&
The actor says she cried for two hours and completed the shooting afterwards.
Feeling betrayed
Then she met a
choreographer-turned-director during the shooting of another film
She is creative, artistic and talented
We did a workshop for one year (for her film).&
The filmshooting was in the UK
The director and her husband sent her to Delhi for the visa saying it was ready.
&They would book the ticket and I was supposed to fly to
When I reached Delhi (with an inline producer), I had to apply for visa
And the inline producer was told to lie to me by the director and her husband… he took my passport from his bag and gave it to me,& she
reveals.
&I felt betrayed as I considered her as own sister.&
Yet she applied for the visa and paid for everything on her own — her room
and inline producerroom, food and taxi fare, while they stayed in Delhi waiting for the visa
It was reimbursed later.
However, she says she has not received her last payment from that film.
Coping with all this
&I used to cry a lot
but I acted very tough in front of people… I was a very shy kid
I was called ‘laati puttali&
I wouldn&t speak up or express the things I felt
But because of these experiences, I kinda got stronger and bold, able to speak.&
She says she has shared the difficulties she went through
with the public via her social media as well as THT as &I want to highlight itnot always what it seems like and I didn&t know back then I
could take action as I was naive and people always used to fear power over me like they do to every actor
From now on if this behavior continues, we shouldn&t be silent about the wrong doing!&
She is sure these people have done bad things to many
&People are scared to talk
There is group, nepotism, and fear that they might not get work
Because of that fear, I couldn&t speak.&
She shares she had tried to share her experience of harassment, but was stopped by her mother.
Two
years ago she gave an interview on working experience on the Unclebiases between her and his son.
&I don&t have a problem with his son
But discrimination was not fair
He got chair and umbrella and not me while working on the hot day
Water and juice were brought in for him but I would get after asking for it few times.&
When she told these things in an interview, she
sayssome reporterscalled her mother saying: &Why did you ask your daughter to speak like? Doesn&t she have brains? She won&t get
movies…&
She doesn&t spare those reporters too saying they earn through these big banners — &they get to take pictures and make news
because of the banners to earn money&.
After her Instagram videos, she has been criticised for it with comments like: &You make holes on the
plate that fed you…&
She fears for her mother who &is looking after me singlehandedly
She is easily affected by what society says
I cried but I was like, ‘I shouldn&t stop working.& But people have been making me look bad
It is happening till this day.&
Though she is not sure of her future plans, she is sure &I am never going work with them, they are not going
to work with me&.
She adds, &After working with these people, I was scared this entire industry is like this
But the more I met people, it changed my perspective
Because of these three people, the industry looks bad
Not everyone one is bad.&
The actor asks for some responsibility from media, Watch Here
She has met very professional, nice and hard working
&I am just trying to keep my head strong
Be positive.&
And she asserts if something wrong happens, she will speak about it
&I am not going to stay quiet and calm from now on
Many artistes out there are suffering from same things
Many have spoken about it before me but they didn&t make it to news.&
THT cannot independently verify the averments made by Samragyee RL
If any party feels they have been impacted by these averments, THT will consider publishing their version of events mentioned in this
article.
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